I am so sick of apologies. No I am not sorry for the misunderstanding. No I am not sorry for being clear. I am being clear, and if you are misunderstanding, that is your failure, your apology. I accept your apology for not paying attention. I accept your incompetence.
Don’t grow up too fast
And don’t embrace the past
This life’s too good to last
And i’m too young to care
Or perhaps the outside is pressing on me.
It is hard to tell
~a poem for Tumblr
Do not post pics of your elbow because
Guys be like ‘you have such beautiful elbows’
And before you know it
You’re posting nudes and
Your anus is on the internet forever
– after you die, your anus will be reblogged and fapped over unto the end of time. Thus sayeth the internet.
Do not believe any guy who says ‘I respect you’
This does not mean ‘I respect you’
– it means nothing
Do not post pics of yourself smoking pot because
the clouds settle and are gone and then
it just takes someone malicious
– things begin to crumble
Do not ever try to eat a boiled egg in a sexy way. This is not possible.
Do find someone to talk to who you can trust to be sensible and not try to get in your pants. And do remember they won’t be around forever.
Do not try to think
‘Will the me who is 20 or 25 or 30 regret this?’
that person does not exist, or is still being tinkered with
think ‘Am I doing this because I want to, and do I realize it will exist forever?’
Do not get drunk at school
You do it because your friends told you too
or / because you’re depressed
It won’t fix your friends. It won’t fix you
Do try things that are new if you can find people you trust to help you through it. Don’t try acid with a bunch of people who never tried acid before
Do think for a year before you get a tattoo
Do not get tattoos of band names, boyfriend names, girlfriend names, guitar names, brand names, printer names, coffee filter names or pet names
Do not get tattoos of stars
Do not get tattoos of roman numerals for that number your friends thought you should all get because you’ll be friends forever right? Right?
Do not get a tattoo that can’t be covered up if you get a fancy job or you start to hate it someday
Do be afraid of some things, especially people who encourage you by saying ‘You’re not afraid, are you?’
Do not be too quick to react. Some things are misunderstandings. Words cannot be recaptured. If you lose a friend, you may never get them back.
Do not be ashamed of yourself. Do not be ashamed of sleeping in late, of growing out of your clothes, of whatever you did last night. Do not be ashamed of needing to relax, of wanting to be alone, of changing your mind.
Do not be afraid to admit your mistakes, to grow out of your old habits. We are a little like Wikipedia. When there’s a mistake, we correct it, we grow, and we move on.
Please do not cut yourself again. There are other ways to let your pain free without losing anything precious. Call me.
Think before you click
She is drawn into the screen, an insect to a white light. But it is empty. She lies on her side, curling up like burning paper and crumbling into frail ash.
This is my place
Where I go to scream
And be swallowed by the black trees