This was a green room
But it boiled like red
With spilt blood
Those multitudinous pinpricks
We use to practice our arts
That endless folding and unfolding
Of white like chrysanthemums
I sat in the middle
Slowness in a bubble, surrounded by speed
Circled in steel, I could not run
Even if I had somewhere to go
Even if I had someone to run back to
In fact they never pricked my skin with icicles
In fact they never let me change my clothes
Although someone did wipe up the blood and give me
What we would call a band-aid for a wound
The appliance-tight steel pressed in on my wrists
Or I pressed out against it, I am not sure
Surety was a rare commodity
In that green room
With its strong lights
And strong words
And no anaesthetic
For this type of pain